Things are finally getting brighter for me. Honestly, I like being by myself. All these people who are trying to “holla” at me gives me a better reason to love myself even more. I know what your game is, I’m not stupid. I’m not going to fall for the sweet talk because in the end, you’re just going to use me for your own benefit. Honestly the only things that make me happy are just hittin’ the gym hard, my car, and the few friends that i know who’ll stick by me. That’s it. Day by day, I’m getting stronger physically and mentally. I start to care less who judges me. Because in the end, i know i love myself. I don’t need anyone to do that for me. Despite the little back injury from lifting, it’s getting better so i’m easing on the weights. I can’t wait. Good things are going to be in store for me
If you find a girl that is willing to go through hell just to keep the relationship going, you really shouldn’t take her love for granted.
Going through hell for someone and in return being taken for granted was the most painful thing I’ve ever experienced. Never. Again."